i have pretty much decided to dnf a couple of things on wattpad that i haven't kept reading since like february. i had a skim through a couple of the upcoming chapters and i just didn't feel like reading them anymore. so, the books that i will no longer be reading are dark and dangerous love and human that i just read last week.
d&dl is so long and i feel like the plot isn't going anywhere and i'm just stuck with it, so i decided to drop it finally.
i dropped reading 'human' because it's summer and i don't want to read depressing long poems right now, even though they are very very good. i just feel like i'll make very different things out of them than from what the author has meant.
i read group dms which is a niall horan story and in this niall pretends to be a fan of pretty much himself on twitter group direct messages and the girl he chats to finds out, and liam is mixed into it as well. i didn't really like it, so it's most definitely a two-star read for me.
i kept reading always and paint you wings but i haven't finished with either of them because i'm so in the mood of reading the lux series.
i'm on book three of the lux seris by jennifer l. armentrout and the third book is called opal. this has got to be one of my favorite series i've ever read because it's quite a light read and i laugh out loud every couple of pages. it's has a funny contemporary feel to it, though it's a science fiction series. it's honestly so good and i can't wait to get to the end of the series and then see what other books jennifer has to offer. she's definitely one of my favorite authors now.
and i'm also reading after by anna todd in estonian again from time to time because i'm reading it out loud to my sister. it's quite funny for me to read it to her because i feel like she's too young for this but at the same time she's way more mature than other girls her age.
i was going to make a post last weekend but then all of those horrible things happened in florida and i just couldn't make myself do it. the ever-so-lovely christina grimmie was shot and she died over the course of friday-saturday and i still can feel the pain, as it is tuesday. she was (and still is) my favorite youtube singer and she was the first youtuber i started watching regularly, ever. she was the kindest and most innocently funny person on youtube and to think that someone just went and shot her... it's horrible. me and her shared so many of the same interests and it's one of the things i really loved about her.
i have a mural of ken kaneki on my wall right in front of me about eighty per cent of the day on the most part and i can't help but think of christina every time i see it because tokyo ghoul was one of her favorite (and it is my favorite) anime/manga series, and one of kaneki's quotes is still on her twitter bio.
this just shook the whole world and i can't fit it in my head that she's gone. and seeing all these videos and tweets from fellow youtube people and tributes paid to her hurts and having seen shane dawson's video about what happened was the worst pain i've felt throughout the past few days (about christina) just because they were close friends and loved each other so very dearly and it just hurt a lot to see shane feel hurt.
and the shooting that happened... i have no words for this. i am supportive of the lgbtq+ community and i want everyone to stay strong and keep everyone close to them safe. things need to change.
today's song choice is my favorite christina grimmie cover - 'titanium'.
until next time
x o
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